Here is a collection Of my poetry, from my earliest works to my most Recent.
~Little close to home~
For the bridges we have burned and the lessons we have learned ,for the things we have suffered and the wounds we have covered, For the angers and the tears we have hid a hundred years I give thee understanding.
For the loss and broken dreams, for the blood and silent screams, For the torture and the pain so well hidden by the rain,for the screaming endless fights and the dark and dreary nights, I give thee friendship i give thee hope , a place to stay and another way to cope.
For the endless ways of death and the times to hold your breathe, for all the things you dread and all the things they've said,the the hate you've learned to hide and the tears you've never cried, I give thee light I give thee faith i give thee something to call safe.
For all the times you've been betrayed and the friends who've never stayed, for hollow that you feel beneath your shields of steel, For all the things they've done and the times you've had to run, I give thee peace , i give thee love, i give thee back thy dove,
For all the times you have knelt and the cards you have been dealt, for the secrets that you keep and the roots you have to reap, for the dangers of your past and the nothing that wont last,for the numbness that you know and the distantness you show, I give thee strength I give thee might so that thee may fight.
For every blow you take and every heartbreak for each love that left and each load you heft, for everything you've had to stake and everything you've had to shake, for when the day is done and nothing has been won ,I give thee everything I have to give, for together in this we live,
For the times we have to stare becuase of the things we share,for the world with in our reach robs us of our speach, now the day is done, what have we begun.
Great mother I come to thee seeking answers you have always given to me. Even as a young cub drinking from the well,pristaline waters of my youth from natural springs. Always the soft whispers of the breeze carressing thru the branchesof the trees.Perched in thier bows atop the tallest to sway with it's yielding fortitude. Overlooking all the miles that spanned before me, like the years yet ahead, chapters yet unwritten in a story of a life. The hours did I sit in the
cascading embrace with glee in my eyes and wonder in my heart as the thunder shook the skies and the lightening danced thru the air. Long Did I read the stories of old written in the twilight above and sing with the pulsing drum like
heart beat of the land. The fierce storms and gentle follies echoeing my youthful years, such companionship of corelation and inter-relationhave ye offered unto me. To sit in the bed of forget-me-nots,blackberries and buttercups, gazing transfixed as the crescendo of fire licked thehorizon, bathing it passionately before the sweet carress of shadows played accross the landscape. Moments frozen in time eternally,profound of wonder. Hours hunting by, hidden paths lit of fireflies , darting to and fro in midnight hide and seek of teenage years in goldenrod and apple blossoms. Sweet lingering scent of pine still clinging with silent laughter. Tasted of the bitter fruit, clinging to the blossoming branches in the radiant sun. Thecalling of the birs in flight above, before the soft whispering breeze lifts them from sight and soared with triumphant glee. The subtle chill of evening once unfelt in soft sweet songs of the night with my heart unto your keeping as the hours crawled by.The tender crystalyne drops of rain wiping away the tears of heartbreak and mending the silent sorrowful sound of loneliness. And how the years have passed in my absence of this place, speeding by like a hummingbird, always busy always full of energy and life to come full circle yet once again to the very start of it all. Frozen as the white blanket of silence that rests the land in it's slumber between the end of the begining, untouched by time, lost to it's carress.
Here yet again stands the cypress tree, sprung from it's youthful folly, seasoned by it's hardend storms and winters. Here in this moment frozen in immortality for a second as the sun burrows low beneath the angelic seas of peaceful waking. Into the primordial waters of the mind from which once all creation was nurtured, with such beauty and compassion. The Tender apple blossoms litering the ground in the fury of a storm long passed, scarred with the very lightening fire that carressed it's branches with crackling fire and ignighted with the fury of generations yet long passed teenage years. Here now in this time stands gazing over all that has come, and though the miles stretch, they have lost thier longing, and the bitter fruit is sweet.With a sweeping hand the storm to wash away all that once was, burn away, flame licked photographs, clear as is was yesterday. At the Very core as I once was unto thee, so shall I always be.
CLan Eternal
I think of you My dearest friends as daytime comes to an end, the sun has set the moon is rising and this message I do send. Come be with me in our little world full of laughter and tears and we shall talk the night away untill the dawn appears.For we are the clan eternal , both mortal and immortal are we . We are bound forever to each other and our love shall shine for all to see. So hear me my clan eternal and harken to what I say of all the creatures who roam this earth with thee my heart shall stay.
~unforgotten~
Standing on the edge of today looking at tommarrow.
Yesterdays the mirror and I don't have time to borrow.
Theres abetter way to fight this war, the one I feel inside.
Shadows halls ,crimson waterfalls the secrets of those who died.
Wheres tommarrow gone where there is only now.
Pushed away and walked down the only path I knew how.
Tell me I'm wrong I'll try all the more.
Push away to settle the score.
Been years now since I laid him in the land.
Tattered and torn trying to prove he was a man.
This war ends in blood and the fields all crimson daze.
Blackroses on the morning the marble steps a glaze.
Bathed in silent moonlight the sky is now a blaze.
Though I danced the ancient song, the rythm was so sweet.
With ring of fey and honeyed bread with death I'd never meet.
Courted by his tender hand when all I've loved to dust.
Gentle was his feathered touched in ebon shades arust.
Tommarrow held such promise and yesterdays today.
When tomarrow comes I'll smile and walk the path my way.
You died to set me free, to make me whole and understand.
The price we pay for living when all will turn to sand.
Layed a rose upon your grave in the silence it once gave
A smile on my lips and pallid fingertips.
~Forgotten~
written in ink and signed with blood, burried in tombs now rust and mud
Locked away few none to find, hold the keys the few remind,
Put to death the crimson flow, Rested intombs of cursed bestow
silver eyes to lead the path, thru the trees the forest of wrath,
Cut away and concrete built, lost our way the secret's melt,
Written in blood and etched in night, burried beneath the secound sight
All one ream no vails to hold, all one place the perceptions unmold,
Like amicroscope the view to change, Never moved the world does
rearrange,
how many know this trick of trades where the line between light and
dark fades.
What is light but for a populus whole, what is dark for for personal
group's goal?
Whatis good but creationto unfold, what is evil but preservation
and transformation to mold?
Moral ways of slaving hearts, Mortal bounds no understood parts,
Written in night and etched in stars, some still whisper and hold the
scars,
How many will listen, how many will know.
How will come the talents grow
The war unfolds the vales grow thin, war to spill over to al worlds
with in
Crimson lands now born of fire,
Ebon lights the souls of aeyr.
Returned from tombs and paths of old,
to see how man can be saved with tales unfold.
Sheppard's calling
They are lost and they are sleeping
Wrapped in shades no eyes be reaping.
See the silence pass there seeping
All whove seen the crimson swell.
They are blind and they are bleeding
Some who die the sheppards leading
See the heartbreak they are treating
All who know the veils all well.
Found in places long of old,
held fast in hand untouched they fold
Weave to wander, fight to fast
held in sequence chaos atlast.
Child of sorrow lest be ebon wings
Songs o ancient toungue now sings.
Long beheld the ancient codes,
Fast befell the silent shadowed roads.
Tattered cacoons gathered in might
,Embraced together brethern do fight.
Bond in honor oaths to mold,
Most forgotten in dreamings hold.
Still to wander the times desert great,
Weaver of destiny melder of fate.
Bid the bound that bind the way
,Bind the bids that bound do stay.
Teacher be the founts of great, pourith forth and deliberate
~3 seconds of Life~
Love me just a little while,before your petals fade.
Let me see you smile,before in silence you then jade.
Let the light illuminate your wings,transparent veils to hold.
wrapped now in silken things,where leather will be bold.
Let me love you for a time, where time itself is still.
Sing with me a softer rhyme, before your grave we fill.
Enjoy the night upon air, the colder flakes of snow.
Live the life you dare, but remember to enjoy the show.
Born all are we to die, our silence holds the door
Remember not to be shy, and enjoy all that is in store.
We live three beats, our souls the drum we free.
Fill it with eternal sheets, the moments are the key.
Like a white sheet of paper, write to your own content.
Dance to your own tune shaper, enjoy the time you spent.
Regrets are bitter things, best left for other people.
Hold fast from your resolve springs, Let it be your steeple.
~Silver Stones~
Razor tears for marble faces, never seen the lines it traces,From the outside she's as cold as ice,she's their stone giver of advice
One more loss and one more heartbreak, one more dead what canshe take To numb a thousand unfallen tears.
One more smile and another mask,Another fake laugh and they wont ask
One more to save and the demons play, another healed who really can't stay. One more chuckle and one more coy look, One more debate and one
more book, One more day that she'll never look back. One morelove that left and wont come back one , One more day to face, One more wound to
heal that leaves no trace. One more path she has to walk, anotherpolitical talk. One more race and one more fight, One more saveddon't need the light.
She's raised her pack her children grown, The only way she's everknown. Lifts her chin her gaze is strong, they can't see her worlds gone wrong. One more loss and one more heartbreak, one more dead what can she take. To numb a thousand unfallen tears.
One more flicker of flame and one more of the Same, One more line to talk and one more talk to walk. Another smile and one more rule to abide, One more compition and they'll never see it's killing her inside.
Justus Et Puis
Let me choose carefully the book I write
For in it is my life each new page a new day
Let me choose carefully the words I use
For each new line is written a story
Let me choose carefully for what I have done
Each deed and action writes my legacy
Let me choose carefully the code of decorum I keep
Each new belief a fastend teather a work of art
Let me choose my way of life
for each way I live is an example set
Let me choose carefully my will
For each thought and will an action is set forth
fort he rest just let me live life to it's fullest
For each new day a page is written, filled away
For each new page, new chapter new addition is how I shall be remembered.
I shall give my life in the dark for another
Not for fame or title or rememberance
So that he may live on.
I shall lay down my life in the soundlessness of the valley of shadows and I shall live eternally.
Death shall not be my dance to be courted by, but I shall court her well
when she comes and I shall remember every moment of her soft carresses
of exstacy.
If I shall fall another shall take my place and another for all
eternity, to be in the right place at the right time for the right
reasons.
Justus et puis.
Hunters Moon
The moon is full, The wolf calls to me,
Come run with us it whispers softly, be free.
The moon is ful the Wolf calls to me,
Come hunt with us it whispers encouraging.
The moon is full the Wolf calls to me,
Come play with us, remember immortality.
His eyes are dark but his scent I know,
Paciently at the edge of the light he wiats, pack in tow.
when once I was young I sang his song,
I ran with his pack, hunted in turn and played along.
The moon is full, the Wolf calls to me,
I answer his song full heartedly.
The moon is full, the wolf calls to me,
I run with the pack till dawn tirelessly.
The moon is full, The wolf calls to me,
I hunt with the pack mercilessly.
The moon is full the Wolf calls to me,
I play with my brothers endlessly.
Homage
Honor to Brother Wolf, His song I sing
Honor to Sister Fox,Her wit I bring,
Honor to brother Raven, His secrets I keep,
Honor to sister bear, Her might I seep,
Honor to brother Hawk, his sight I bare,
Honor to sister crow, her law I share,
Honor to brother Snake, his transmutation I mold,
Honor to sister Butterfly, Her metamorphing I hold,
Honor to brother Jaguar, His agility I ferry,
Honor to sister Panther, Her stealth carry,
Honor to brother coyote, His lessons I teach,
Honor to sister leapoard, Her shadowmeld I reach.
Honor to the great spirit , From his essence I came,
Honot to the father sky who thought existance the same,
Honor to mother Earth who gave me birth,
Honor to grandfather sun who taught me worth,
Honor to grandmother moon who guides my path,
Honor to my adversary who shall know my wrath.
Jiske et nokin Canis, Locke con liste,
Kiske et sokit Canir, Enwis con Bores,
Jiske et nokit Ravis, Noset con Kisto,
Kiske et sokit Noctin, Sekri con Ires,
Jiske et nokit Hasha, Seeren con boryis,
Kiske et sokit Coren, Liber con sije,
Jiske et nokit Serkhi, Trasmin con modres,
Kiske et sokit Botqui, Mequin con hindes,
Jiske et nokit Onca, Agis con catis,
Kiske et sokit Felis, Stele con travir,
Jiske et nokit Canre, Orten con inlor,
Kiske et sokit Shanki, Nyctenris con riesen,
Resit et Kioshen, Viate aquios con,
Jiske et Coreski, Earyn Quint oun con,
Kiske et Modisga, Boryis con
Jiske et soleneske, Inlor ort con
Kiske et lunska, expatin con Inlor
Noten et vikinse, Parin nos tre nox corp reho.
Undefeated
Yes we may die but we die with our teeth in their throats
Yes we may die but we die with their blood on our swords
Yes we may die but we die with our name on their lips
Yes we may die and the reaper is near
and he cuts a great swath and he claims a great tithe but he's ours
so we stand by his side with no fear and
Yes we may die but we know it and we can die well
Yes we may die but we die with the wind in our eyes
Yes we may die but we die with the drums in our veins
Yes we may die but the war horns still howl and we rise
Yes we may die but we die in our prime
and old age can not wither our arms or our blades or our pride
and our legends last long past old men, so
Yes we may die but we know it and we can die well
Yes we may die but mere death is not always defeat
Yes we may die but mere life is not all we can win
Yes we may die but the blood of our line never pales
Yes we may die and leave sweethearts behind,
but leave sons and leave daughters to take up the sword and revenge,
and our memories will push them like fire, so
Yes we may die but we know it and we can die well
Yes we may die but we die on our feet, not our knees
Yes we may die but we die in our lines, not our beds
Yes we may die and the doors of Valhalla swing wide
Yes we may die but the short road to glory
is paved with our blood and the foes' broken swords and it's ours
and the stars will blaze bright with our deeds, so
Yes we may die but we know it and we can die well
Yes we may die but we know it and we can die well.
~hope~
Written in the sands of time, found only in the blood of rhyme,
whispered by the tongues of old, for this there is no single mold,
unheld be hands of any who came, left pure but tis never the same,
tainted words fo jaded love,bitter regret fo the dove,
for intombs and graves that lie, known is this to never die,
written in the stars above,settled in twilights velvet glove,
found to have no time nor date, melded with the strings of fate,
untouched by slaving moral ways,does she sit and count the days,
waiting for one to remember her name, stronger then and why she came.
~Hope~
~Shadow Fire~
Roses born of ebon fire, from ashes risen new desire
Born of talents rare and old, Washed from places of stories told
Once the hearts of men were true, once the honor abound they knew,
humbled all the great elite, Fallen now unto deciet
razor wire wall humanities claim, Taught from birth another game
Raised in etiquette proper and rare, Born a lady with firey care
No fears to haunt these saphire eyes, only shadows the edges prize
Held fast to once an old resolve, Rite' followed the path evolve,
To what knowledge can we find the key, between the secounds are the
moments of immortality.
We are not of flesh and bone, not whichcan be carved in stone,
Born of aeyr our souls complete, trying to understand ourselves
nature's elite
Whispered once on toungues of old, in places far of stories told,
Lay in silence now held bare, So few left and less to care,
Of ages doth the phoenix come,oracle of ages the world's undone
One more lost civilization in time, societal worlds the ties untwine
How many lost of shadowed born, how riased to hate in scorn?
how many hearts have fallen bare, stripped of fruit devoid ofcare?
How many sheep blinded at birth, how many talented to never know thier
worth?
What will we become when all is lost, and who will have paid the
piper's cost?
Evolved with nature we leave behind, the society of mundanity those
who are blind.
A gift of birth our talents a psalm, How many born of ebon nyctenflam?
~pheonix~
And the sun in the morning is waiting to rise, just as the moon to
bathe the skies. Both of Ethreal, born of light, bathed in darkness
shadowed might. Bathed in light and born in darkness, awaken now ,child
of sight. Purple hues and jade tint eyes. Pouring forth the raven skies.
Gypsy ribbons roads of glass, born in shells of mortal caste. Music
flows the ancient tune, fed in crimson transluscent moon. Written in
blood, the words of old, bathed in love the rhythms told. Gods forsaken,
cries of crow, born of raven child bestow. Walk the road the wind that
calls, mornign comes the twilight falls. Water cascades the crimson
fire, born of sorrow the child of Aeyr.
Visit now the ancient ruins, child of phoenix the speaker of
runes. Born of egypt queen of skies, child of bast the worldly lies.
Azure robes of cobalt blue, raised insilence shadows due. Protected fate
the destiny wield, child of blade , the wielder yeilds. Walk untouched ,
immortal scrawl written in crytps the ancients fall. Forgotten toungues
speakers of old. Written in psalms the secrets told. Follow now down
unkept paths, thru darkness thick and treatcherious falls. Demon heart
and angel soul, carry now the moral shoul. Ebon wings and child of
grace, born of sorrow the pains erase. Morning fades and so will man,
born of hate , the flames they fan. Ray of light the child of hope given
now a riesen soap. Hands washed clean, the days to come, crimson lands
the battle won.
~Another Breath~
We introspect and psychoanalyze
Build ourselves up just to cut our own ties,
Walking on air we cut our own lines
Plunge thru the ice and tear away blinds.
Perfect ourselves to prove we're not weak,
fortify the fortress 7 days a week.
We are the stone and made of steel
Born to fight the world we feel
Lock it down shut it away,
Label it a weakness, for another day.
We burn ourselves out and to far fly
Hit the ground only again to try.
To ourselves so much to prove,
Build it up to find our groove.
Our wounds we neglect, another's need,
Our hunger's we forget, another to feed.
Wounds become scars and razor tears
Invisible lines hidden like fears.
Sacrifice so another can smile
Raise up their hope just for a while.
Walked in silence, lived in jade,
Born to serve, a reason made.
From pain we feed , our strength impales
our own hearts to bleed on razor rails.
For the ones we love, will love us back
Cry our tears , add white to our black.
One picture a thousand words
Like the snow in december and the flight of birds.
~Castle Of Winds~
Remember me on cold crisp nights,
Where winds will blow with turbulent sights.
Think of me when waters are calm and still,
Where cups never empty and always fill.
Whisper my name on showed winds so soft,
When thru the trees they call your name oft.
Remember me when blizzards caress
and cold lake frozen with an icey dress.
Think of me when nights are crisp and clear
If you do I will always be near.
Whisper my name when the winds embrace
caressing your skin in rain's cold grace.
Remember me in twilights flight,
wrapped in silken velvet cascades of night.
Think of me when all hope is lost
and you are wondering was the price worth the cost
Think of me and you will see.
Near you I will always be.
~castle of winds~
Moonlight Cascade
The scent of silk and leather in the air,
Cascading thoughts most cannot dare.
Glinting steel and as candles drip,
Wrapped in ebony chainmail's grip.
Cascading crimson down marble stair,
Silent words in a dark stare.
The world does shift the lights froze,
Before the feral shadow shows.
Shadows dance and silence falls
On velvet covered stone thick walls
A fresh kill upon his silken lips
Crimson droplets sway to drip
The scent now woven mingled there
Another night in my sadist's Lair.
His breath is slow, the battle begins
In dominance only one wins
Paces forth as blades do dance
In this ebon twilight is my chance.
One more dip, one more sweep
One more shift and one more leap.
Against the wall marked retreat
Hearts race never admit defeat.
Pressed between flesh and stone
Cold steel against a pallid throat shone
Teeth bite into my neck bare
Sweet surrender with out a care
Slowly the Pressure increases
A low soft growl releases
The night had begun
moonlight on pallid skin
The mood is set
Whispering this isnt as good as it will get.
Sadomasochistic dreams
Cryptic word and subtle hints upon the lips of angels,
Crimson stains and blood tipped wings upon the skin of angels,
What a creature born of mirth punishments guide to sanctum solely.
Refuse born of tear razor lines sadist hearts too holy,
Written books of law besought with in the crimson vales.
Held fast in velvet tethers their bondage thus prevails.
Razor wire walls humanity of it's keep caste forth,
wrapped in pallid chains of worth never wings of soreth.
Tie me down your bitter tales like honey on the run,
sharpened blades and candles drip your sanity undone.
Forth come in ebon silk lashed to oaken stay,
Bite the flesh with leather strands not gone affray.
Years will pass and still shall return you I,
For what pleasure held in bondage masochist sigh.
Write my fate in books shall I rewrite the lines
page by page the fates have turned once more a blind eye.
In between the threads I walk my own destiny my name signs.
Sweet sadist thy masochist in fold called forth on ebon wing,
A soft song upon my lips sweet muse I shall I sing?
Of angels with their cryptic words and blood dipped wings.
Of angels whose crimson stains their cage bird song heart sings.
what creature such as this an existance spent in worships call
On bended knee before their king mournfully uphold the law.
Let them lash me with their tethers and cut me with their keep
For every moment of ecstasy from their insanity I shall reap.
~love~
For what tis love but the beat of two in the dark
Of that silent regard shared among shared in the passing moment
When the world has stood still for but a moment in it's eternal glance
AS if watching the night flower take full bloom in that instant before it wilts
Or the slow motion of the falling of a rain drop on an october evening
Is it not save the deepening of spirit when all else is forsaken
and that light that guides your way back to that place of peace
Tis it not that moment before the fire ignites the sky
Burning away the darkness in a sweep of it's hand as a held breath
Is it not the dance of the blade song in the stillness of night
and the flicker of the flame upon the shadows of a silent wall
Is it not the broken stillness in the single sound that boils the blood
When you cannot pull your eyes from their entrancement and all fades
When the world blurs around you and for that moment you are still
as if everything has been made crystal clear in that instant
and you understand the essence of life and beauty
When you realize you have not yet lived except for this moment
and weep for it in it's wake as it has caressed something deep inside
A piece you had thought long dead in the faded silent screams
When the horrors have been washed away by the tears of rain drops
and the sorrows have been laid to rest in the heart beats of the moment
For tis love, but the beating of wings on a breeze
and for an instant one instant you are alive again in a world of colour.
The colours fade, the winds die down, the flames burns out
The shadows still once more to darkness and the skies fade to black
The flower wilts and the lights fade, The dance ends in that slow blink
The silence is replaces by static and the entrancement dulls,
The blurs slow and the clearness mysts over, the horrors return
The cream fades, the wings still and the world fades to grey.
But for that moment, that single moment you remember
For an eternity it will be etched into your twilight soul.
For that moment to die a thousands deaths in the thorns
One instant where ever was right and clear and the path new
And for that instant to carry you on in a new hope ignited
Would I bare the world of hell but for a sip of this love once more.